What's new?  I'm still angry.  I'm still having a hard time dealing with it.  I really thought that he was gonna send a reply and say "I may not show it but I did love you and always will" but that's just not true.  I'm starting to hate everything about him.  I never understood that line about how hate isn't the opposite of love because you've gotta love to hate.  Right now I totally get it because I think that I totally love him and totally hate him at the same time.