Confused

I'm confused.  Confused, confused, confused...  I'm so confused.  It is amazing how things can seem to be going so amazing and you think you know what is going on but then there's one little line that someone writes that just plunges you into that dark place again.  I don't know what I'm doing and worse yet I don't know what I should be doing.  I feel terrible and I should feel happy and comforted.  I was so excited to get my mail but then there was that line...