Questions thingy

I can't sleep so I'm gonna answer this thing I found on a blog called Sunday Stealing.


Sunday Stealing: The Triple Threat Meme


Three names you go by, other than your given name:

Addie (short for Adelaide), Queen Moxie, and I can't think of another one



Three screen names you've had:

Queen Moxie, Queen Moxie XIII, and used to have a page called Cyborg Sachiko



Three things you like about yourself:

I'm good to animals, I hate to lie, and that's all I can think of



Three things you don't like about yourself:

I make the lives of the people around me awful, especially if I really love them. I'm stupid and don't get what is going on around me until it is already so bad that it can't be fixed. I'm ugly (like some kinda baby bird that has no feathers and is all big mouth and awkward) and so is my personality.




Three parts of your heritage:

English and a little Scottish but no third.




Three things you are wearing right now:

A Rise Against t-shirt, pajama pants with little dogs on them, a purity ring.



Three favorite bands/musical artists:

The Sex Pistols, Papa Roach, Pink




Three favorite songs:

"Anarcy in the UK" (Sex Pistols), "Lullaby for a Stormy Night" (Vienna Teng), "Don't Let me Get Me" (Pink)




Three things you want in a relationship:

What I had with him but in person. No one will be as good as he is. Nothing will be as good as it was with him. I will never find someone I love like him. I will never be with him. I don't think I believe in love anymore. I think it's just a way to hurt myself. For others it is magic but for me it is a curse. I found the perfect boy but ended up doing nothing but hurting him no matter how hard I tried and in the end he doesn't even like me. I will never find another boy like him and would just mess it up anyway. What I want in a relationship is what I had before I messed it all up.




Three things about the preferred sex that appeal to you:

Having beliefs about what is right and having the courage to stand up for it, having a good heart and not being afraid to be sweet to the one he loves, having a good sense of humor



Three of your favorite hobbies:

Anime, sci-fi, baking



Three things that scare you:

Me, my life, God



Three of your everyday essentials:

My medication, my computer, ginger beer




Three places you want to go on vacation:

Somerset, Japan, United States (probably west coast)




Three careers you have considered/are considering:

When I was little I wanted to be a nurse or a dancer. I want to be a baker.




Three things you want to do before you die: Be happy, make up for the pain I've caused, I can't think of anything else


Three things you want to do really badly right now:

See my ex and have him want to see me, be happy, go back to sleep